Fuck It All
Fuck all this negativity. I went deep. I could have won it all. The bankroll is going in the right direction. Sure it is heartbreaking to lose all that expected equity over and over and over again but that is a part of tournament poker.
Did my 63 pushups the other night. The last one I almost fell on my face. So I guess I hit the limit. My tits are becoming rock hard man pecs! Still need to figure out something to do about the spare tire. Hoping the longer distance jogs help out.
Easily doing a pull-up now too. Hey you try lifting this lard ass off the ground! It is not that easy. Running is finally hitting the "oh fuck this is hard" phase as I will be running straight 20 minutes by the end of the week. Now I can REALLY call it running. Things are going pretty good. Peace.